i decided to actually update on my life rather then just saying words about my feelings toward life. i'm at sarahs, she came home from canada! but she goes back in a month. i went with her to get her lip pierced today and it was awesome, haha i was so proud of her. chelsea messaged me today and ITS A BOY!!!! i am so happy!!! and i knew it! i had dreams about it and i just knew that it was a boy. we havent been talking much and i'd rather that we did talk but i guess i'm just giving her her space. i'm going to be taking a break from school and interning at my church. i'm very excited about that. britt and i are getting an apartment in davis and that will be in august. i'm psyched. i got a job for the city of dixon working with children but i want to get another job. i dont really know what else to say. i guess a couple of others things are going on but i'd rather not gossip. i really just need to give people some space because i'm not so happy with some of their decisions and i'd rather not stress about it but just take some time.